Yan · 的空盒子

been days i haven't blog. finally, SPM is in progress!
and there, 8 more papers down! :O *counting counting*

soo super tiring to sit for exams whole day long till late afternoon.  Zz  =(

the next paper will be on tuesday --the worst day ever!
will be doing papers from morning till 5.30pm ..man.

Subjects - Addmaths paper 1 & 2 / Pendidikan Moral
*clap clap* zomg! pening like hell! @.@

Last night,
had a little arguement with bebe.
although it might be my wrong, but he's always the one willing to tolerate.
move a step back. be patient with my mischievousness. spoling me like a lil princess.

he's the best thing i ever had, baby! *lovess ^^

hrm...
i feel like one kind, and i wonder why.
but it lasts just for that short moment.
*shocked & unbelievable*~

suddenly think of DCEG, LOL.
don't know how's he doing right now.
might talk to him someday.


 

My baby boy spoils me like a baby princess.

YET,

im loving it! =P

and i'll appreciate every moment and second to be with you.

My dearest.  *winks*

this morning i went to eat dim sum with my parents =)

i told them about the so called "sell phone" guy. hahaha
then daddy suddenly thought of the "msn" thingy.
so we decided to go subang parade after breakfast.
and i went to mph as usual, study.

was so shocked when i met kei there!
we were actually at the same place for quite some time,
but we didnt realise each other. LOL
about 5.30pm she went back and B came to accompany me for a while.

we went to dessert's bar later.
around 6 my brother suddenly appeared to bring me out.
was guilty to leave B alone~

then went to pj for dinner with my family straight after.

The Form 5's graduation day.

 

Students were thanking all the teachers.
Many of them had their tears dropped, even cried badly.

 

honestly,
me and my besties felt touch too.
there were little tears rolling,
when the song was being played.
when our beloved teachers hugged us and wished us all the best.
when we wondered why our classmates cried so bad.

MY BEST TEACHER PN.AZILAH                                THE SILLY YAO ZHONG. =D
 

MOST FAV RATED, MR. JACOB                    WE ARE PN.TAN LEE YONG'S SWIMMERS =P
 

THE MOST GENTLEMAN, SHAHNON.      THE MOST PERASAN, PHUAH KEE. XD
  

THE CLASS JOKER, HAZIQ.       THE 3 ANGELS IN 5 GAMMA ^^
        


Five years.
not to say really long but they say,
the best memories are always in secondary life, right?

After school,
we went for lunch together.
met TH there.
little quarrel with B,
but we were okay after then.

SOON,
we fight for SPM.

SOON,
we step into college life.

All the best.

   

forgotten since when, four of us seldom hang out like this.
we came out to study together.
we did study. although we talked and joked alot too =D

we went sakae sushi for lunch.
the noisiest table over there xD

we ordered quite a lot...
and didn't realise how much we had eaten *heartache..=.=
kei's SO CALLED "bf" came for a short while.
LOL. hrm... not bad. haha. xD

we finally talked like we never talked.
we behaved like what we used to be.
we revealed honestly to each other.
that's what i felt. after all the misunderstandings and stuff=)

erm. then tada! book cafe again.
and here our revision starts. ~~~~~~~~

 

   

around 5 something..
my slow pig finally reached.

with a surprise gift xD

  

THANKS BABE~!

then studies continued~~~~~~~~~

PLAYING AROUND WITH KEI'S SPECS =O
                                 

*ding dong* dinner time!~
it was 7 something. *hungry*
decided to eat something cheaper **broke =(
and there i saw JIAN SHENG again!!! =.="
the second time i met him in subang parade. *shocked

er then...
after we had our dinner..
walked for a while.
and soon we were all separated and off to go.
but i stayed there with the pig.

cacat hand somemore wana act cool huh =S

bought a key chain.

finally arrived home at 9.30pm.

it was indeed a happy day. =)

YIN'S SPECS XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

i feel bad.
i am sorry.
i am so sorry.

but i admit.
although it's just a short period.
although it might not mean anything.
but there was still happiness i felt.
i will never forget the day.

truly, truly, apologize.

opssy, i woke up late this morning again! =X
got up in a hurry, and had my last piano lesson before spm.

mum wanted to go subang parade to look for...... *some stuff* LOL
so i brought my books and went to mph book cafe and study alone.
that's my favourite place to study!~ hahas.

 

after about 2 and half hours,
mum came and read some recipe books too.

finally, we went to sushi king to have our dinner!

 

oh ya. i bought a new pair of slippers too. =D

4.11.08

morning, i went mcd drive thru.
with him, had my breakfast there.
and.. i started to take out my history reference.
just a few pages..
felt like couldn't concentrate..

so.. i suggested.
let's change place!
then we walked to starbucks..
continued to study there..

not long after both of them reached.
yea.. we did open books..
though conversations were more than reading.
i guess. =x

later on, someone complaining hungry! xD
we decided to keep our books and walked to secret recipe.
didn't realise the condition there was much more better than the others.
LOL. nice place to sleep. peaceful.
so we stayed there to continue our revisions later on....

while it was raining so heavily out there.

5.30pm off home.

出乎意料之外~
我…… 终于接受他了~
一切发生的很突然
也很顺其自然…… =.=
在想也许过去是我太固执
也是该尝试改变的时候了
也许结果其实并没有我想象中差

我们的关系拖拖拉拉了这么久……

希望这一次，我的决定是对的

 

 

   

 

而我……


要努力……

 

努力……

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当　李伟杰　的 专属女友！！~

=PP

after about two weeks,
it was quite shocked when wk called me yesterday night.

i thought ever since the last message, he will never bother about me anymore.
and we will never like before.

yet everything was back as normal. we talked as usual. im relieved.
we can still remain as good friends.
honestly, im glad to have a friend like him. =)

i admit i cant bear to lose him, as a good friend.
i really appreciate everything he has done for me.
not to deny, he stands one of the most important place in my heart other than my besties.

we chatted for whole day night till early in the morning, as usual -.-''
told him everything that happened in these two weeks.
phew~ much comfortable.

he understands me the most.
there are nothing that we couldn't speak.
it's comfortable to talk to him.
unlike the others, it is quite pressured at times.
im used to the way of talking to him.
and it's the time when i do not need to mask any of myself.

to be the pure naked me.

 

  

simply some old memories of us in these two and half years.

thanks to be there for me always,

guiding me through ups and downs.

although i'd always let you down,

but you'll neither leave me alone,

nor dump me aside.

you spare me shade,

no matter whatever condition it is.

you pull me out from the edge,

whenever i'm drilling down.

you hold me up from the back,

whenever im falling down.

He knows everything of me.

He is my life diary .

=D

哇 今天真的捏了把汗！~
今天差不多一整天都被爸拉着
想知道为什么吗……?

因为……

他研究新电话研究到头昏脑胀
气呼呼的~！
结果~ 我一直在帮忙教他……
可是～　我的耐心真的……很有限……
明明在读书……
结果书没读到…… 心情还变得点暴躁-.-
不过当然还是忍着耐心帮忙 =S
最后终于摆脱了~ phew~

然后像平常一样
一家人去吃晚餐~！

 
 

 

 

最近在想
我是太笨太蠢还是太单纯
之前明明替自己铺好路
结果还是杀出一个绊脚石
不过还好及时刹车

真的该退出这种游戏了
答应自己 不再冲动
已经叫她从今以后要把我看好了 =.=

原来我还是需要别人照顾 -.-''

幸亏还有她~
不然我死定了! ~ @@

this morning i broke record.
i woke up at 5am in the morning.
after a few seconds, the phone rang.
weird case. normally i wouldn't even have any sense to wake up during the time.
but just always when it's him.
it's like i sense it earlier, and open my eyes automatically =.=
LOL just kidding.

he was damn sad.
cause of some relationship stuff.
so i accompanied him.
frankly speaking, i dont know how to comfort people =S
anyway i tried and hope he did feel better =)

after that i slept again...

does it count..? XD

actually i planned to study today
but ended up.... i didn't even touch any of my books.
i woke up around 1.30pm -.-''
then prepared for piano lesson...
went to subang parade straight after.. to have our.. erm.. lunch or tea. =.=                                                    

quite shocked to meet jian sheng there. my old fren =D

then.. teman daddy to search for new phone =D
we used about 3 hours plus to finally bought a brand new sony G900 phone.

 

then we straight went to somewhere else for dinner. till 9 back home.

after then was playing with the new phone for quite some time....                                                                    

talk a little with sis through webcam with parents                                                                                               

and finally decided to blog here.

what a day. phew~ 

只剩一个礼拜时间而已

收拾心情 好好努力奋斗吧

put everything aside, just for SPM.

gambate.

although i act like nothing,
but i know things had changed.
dont know why,
but i feel like wearing a mask when i face you.
not to say exactly a mask,
but i dont feel comfortable, that's all.

things aren't like what we used to be.
hrm, this time, im sure that im the "innocent" one. LOL *just thought of what he used to tell me*
but then it's useless to say anything by now also
whatever, im totally fed up with all these.

anyway, left not much time also.
dont feel like bothering too.
it's just that,
i dont like the way you are.

simple as that. =)