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人 往往就是这么矛盾
记得说 时间还停留在以前
单纯的 还是保持单纯
但是 谁知道 之中隔着变化
有心机的 看得透明极了

忽然发觉 错了
这种感觉 错了
是因为习惯了现在
还是以前起了变化

天真的想法 已不在
每一个人 每一件事
其实都在渐渐改变

原来 现在也不错
原来 现在也很好

才发现 这么久以来
只有她 是唯一不变的

心酸溜溜的我

不忿 

不甘

更不会让步

哇~~ 今天特地去了 1u 一趟

为了见 林峰 和 钟嘉欣 ~

超级人挤人的 全场的人都超疯狂~

平时在影视上见到这两位最佳拍档的时候就超喜欢他们的

怎知原来真人还比镜头上漂亮百倍

哇靠 林峰 简直是帅到~~~ @@
电死我了~ 哈哈

钟嘉欣 还真是我见过最完美的美女~
我想是女生的都会很羡慕她吧 *_*

 

 

last day of holiday.

I'm here in metro's library. isn't it weird?
yea.. it's my boyfriend's college..
and guess what? I'm waiting for his test to end.
so yea.. decided to blog and anyway i got nth up to do.

hrm.. let's talk bout some happenings today.
i was awoke at 10am because of some missed calls =.=
yea.. the moment i opened my eyes, oh shit it's 10am!
i called him back. yea. so the breakfast was on.
JS came and picked me up. there we went for breakfast. =)

it was a damn right time when he was to drop me off at asia cafe.
we met yimei know. LOL.
there were kind of some stories between us like 5 or 6 years ago..
and i suggested that JS could consider her again. hahas =D

anyway, then i went to meet my boyfriend.
erm.. he was with his gang of friends. were playing cards. pokers.
at first i felt bit awkward sitting with them.
they were looking at me like one kind.. perhaps sensitive.
but. somehow i was fine later on. they were friendly and so as me. HAHA.
i joined the game.. and see! told them i learn things fast. hehe. proven =)

later might go for movie guess.

wish baby does well for the paper!

原本期待的休假

没发觉..

它原来不是我想象中一样灿烂

原本很想做的事情
原以为能做的事情

设了一大堆计划..

感觉...

落空了..

最悲哀的是
我好像 找不着朋友...

可是 却让我明白了
真正的友谊...

 

my holidays.

我不懂..
在一起 是对的吗？
又是我的错了

我让你失望了吗？
不是第一次听你这么说了

我不是一百分女友
也许连一半都没有

我开始看不见未来了
也许一开始就是个错

能不能让泪流干后
这一切都消失呢

对不起

让你后悔爱上我了...

最近越来越懒了...
总是没有碰书的冲动，功课也都挤到半夜才赶车
刚刚赶完ESL Project, 多两天又要交BIO Project..
多一个礼拜就是年中大考..

老实说......
我一点都还没开始温习...
唉~ 开始对学院生活觉得不耐烦...

理由太多...

总觉得在学院的日子过得超无趣...
尤其少了一班可以玩得疯疯癫癫的好友...
话题聊不完的朋友...

压力不多的日子...
不用多担心的功课...

还有活跃的课外活动...

都已不在...

闷 . 闷 . 闷 。。。

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人海茫茫中

与你相遇
是我有史以来的幸福

在生命里的交叉点
我一再与你重逢

虽然之间跌跌撞撞
不断的互相伤害

你对我的坚决
我对你的思念

从此认定了生命中的另一半

我不知道 我们能不能携手到老
我不能却定 我们能否走到最后

可是 我想说
就算有那么一天 缘分不再把我们牵着

你 还是我生命中曾经拥有的幸福
你给我的回忆 永远都是那么珍贵

wonder since when i stop blogging.. yea. that's how busy am i..
actually i wanted to blog since last week, but stupid comp got no chinese.
argh.! damn boring using comp nowadays..
after reformating. got no music, no pictures, no nothing.
wana listen to songs but super lazy to download. plus damn slow the thingy.
waiting for someone to send me. somehow seems like no one is there -.-

stupid LAN final test tomorrow
waste my time and energy only.
dont know for what i study all those history stuff. so darn lots.
if it's not compulsory to pass i wouldn't even touch any of all. =(

Life is fading without music   

逐渐适应了学院生活……
认识久了 其实我班同学 大家人都很好 很亲切 很容易相处
其中一个突破就是…… 以前跟同班同学都只是黏着一两个好朋友 其他同学跟不认识没两样……
但现在的同学 大家似乎都能平起平坐……

有好有坏啦……
好的是…… 不管谁大家都能混一混
坏的是…… 没有一两位最好的知己 真的可以彼此聊心

所以…… 我还是很怀念我中学时的好姐妹~~
才知道 要找到一份真心的友谊 有多难……
一份真心的友谊 又是要多久的时间经营……

虽然最近我们在一起的时间 越来越少……
聊天的时间 也越来越少……
有人说…… 我们的友谊再过几时 就会暗地消失……
回想着当时…… 我们一起说好的约定……
不管上了大学 不管各自远走
我们的友情永远都保持着这份热情……

虽然大家都还记得这份约定……
但…… 其实大家心中该早已有了种莫名的预感……
这莫名的预感…… 在暗地里 慢慢的滋长……
预告着 我们的友谊将面临危机……

至少……
我们还是有尽力维护这份友谊的念头……
所以……
我相信 最真心的朋友 不管多久没谈心 最真挚的友情 无论多久没碰面……
一旦再见面……
还是能不由自主地敞开心怀 诉说着当年……

we never had a nice talk these few nights.
arguments never stopped between us.
perhaps, like what u said,
i was the reason for all these to happen?

thought of we could talk better tonight.
cause we never had chatted for few days,
i had tons of things wanted to tell so much.
cause i was so exhauted for my revisions,
i just wanted to spend a little of your time,
a little of sweet talks, to boost a little of my energy.

ending up. you were busy enjoying with your Lovely friends.

till late night. listen, it's LATE night AGAIN.

thing that i hardly could accept.

wetting playing enjoying whole day long.
ALWAYS.

cant he spend more of his time doing more useful things?
not it is holidays or what, i thought tests are coming soon?

i didnt mean anything,
but, to be frank,
things wouldnt get any better to let it be.

CNY holiday has ended just in a click of time.
i wonder when will time stop moving forward?
suddenly i don't feel like growing up..

never thought of college life would be that tiring.
sigh.. my february is filled with tests and quizzes.
tomorrow will be bio and LAN.
though i'd finished doing revisions,
but still have to go on with my next subject.
chemistry for next week..... haiz.. boring..

i don't know why Miss Ng (my ESL lecturer) is so fussy.
i've been doing the same proposal thingy for weeks!
keep editing this and that, even had i changed the whole topic.
yet STILL. did not satisfy her wants!
i had passed up sheets of proposals, but all coming back with no approval.
sieeennn...

there was a practical test for chemistry today.
first time of doing experiment in college.
although it was just a simple experiment.
but it was quite fun wearing the lab coat and goggles.
all of us were like a bunch of excited scientists or whatever. LOL.

another thing,
i highlighted my hair before CNY..
and i'll describe it all in one word - REGRET!
not explaining much here,
but im sure you won't see me in this for long.

anyway,
another one week for CNY!
another one week to collect more angpau's!

=)

today is a bad day.

there are a lot of problems between us these days.
the usual people that i can find no longer can i find.

since 2009 started,
my daily happenings
my happiness and unhappiness when I'm stucked in problems
feel like people around me are getting further and further..

the way i feel during all these days..
i realise i've became even more quiet and speechless.
i feel very uncomfortable being 'there'.

my tears drop.
for all the reasons i've been patient for so long.
and all for you, because i love you that much.

who else can i turn to when im in this condition?

hello people.
just realized, i haven't updated my blog for more than a month.
this unlike the usual me huh.

anyway, happy belated new year!! =P
finally, 2008 ends, and a brand new year arrives..
new resolutions, any?
i have lots of them, but kinda lazy to list out here.

for all these years..
of being a primary school student to a high school student,
and now, i finally turn into a fresh college girl!

currently taking SAM in Taylors.
have started classes for a week actually.
but still trying to get more familiar in the college.
recognize all the places and stuffs.
there were few times i'd lost my way =.=
even got lost after going to the washroom,
couldn't find the way back to my classroom. Lol.

anyway, i've met new friends here.
even met a few old friends, my primary school friends.
been years never i had seen them.

hrm.. still not really use to college life yet,
but i guess i'll slowly adapt to the new environment very soon.

gotta get rid of the laziness and be a hardworking girl already.
im trying to clear up my assignments right on that day as possible and never procrastinate no more.
forcing myself to revise the notes every day.
there will be many tests and courseworks coming up.

this is just the beginning of all.
anyhow, hope i could cope with it.

all the best people.
smiles.